Tis The Season to Panic

Is anyone anxious this time of year? You may blame it on Christmas or Holiday preparations or maybe you live with anxiety on a regular basis. If you are busy like me and have had some experience with trauma, anxiety is often all too familiar. If you practice mindfulness or if you are interested in mindfulness, yet struggle with anxiety then there is a model which actually makes use of anxiety. True, it is hard to remain mindful during a period or episode of anxiety, yet that does not mean that we are a failure at practicing mindfulness. What it does mean is that something needs to be tended to or changed so that we can return to a state of reasonable balance and regain our ability to appreciate the present. Some researchers in Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome define one's threshold for tolerance of stressors as the point where one is no longer able to remain mindful. I was speaking with a psychologist who described it as your "check engine light". In both descriptions it is a threshold where you reach a peak and your nervous system is sending you a strong signal.

Just being aware of that anxiety is mindfulness, yet we don't experience it as pleasant. In a way that visceral experience of anxiety is the best friend we have in that moment because it really is trying to tell us something. In general it means that the number of stressors or stressful stimuli, whatever they may be, has reached an unbearable point. This is not medical advice so this is my disclaimer. We all need to take responsibility for our health, yet it may be helpful to reflect on a few ideas here from both the mindfulness traditions as well as what is being uncovered by neuroscience. My teacher talks about strategic retreat. There are certain times in our journey when we need to retreat away temporarily to the safety of meditation practice which might mean just taking ten minutes to sit when things are getting out of control. Sometimes that is enough to lessen the anxiety and get a fresh perspective on these stressors, some of which are often our own creation. If neuroscience is correct then our primitive brain, which is not something that we can reason with, has taken over and we are in a state of sympathetic arousal, or the "fight or flight response". Nowadays we don't have many outlets for stress in the daily grind which would be appropriate. Running out of the Mall or punching the person in the line up in front of you are thankfully not the best option. So the check engine light comes on and we will often have to ignore it or procrastinate dealing with it. Another reaction we might have is to freeze. This is the less talked about part of the stress response. When we don't have the option to run or fight, then we can freeze. In this state the there is intense fear yet we become somewhat immobilized. You may still move about but there is an emotional and physical constriction in the breathing and mind going on. So I think its important to recognize that even though we may not be running or fighting that the freezing aspect of this response can be under-appreciated.

If we are outside our threshold of tolerance and cannot seem to get grounded in mindfulness or the present moment seems unbearable and out of reach then that is really important information. When the check engine light is on we had better do something about it. Mindfulness practice like sitting can help but we also need to take a look at the cause and effect relationships that are going on and look at why stressors have reached such a point. This kind of looking is also mindfulness but it may not get as good press because we have to look into areas that are causing us suffering. Looking at cause and effect is also mindfulness. Taking steps to bring life back into balance is compassionate action for oneself and others. That is the real potential of mindfulness practice.

So this feels like a big can of worms I have opened here but I am going to leave it at that for now and leave you with two articles, one on mindfulness and anxiety and one on mindfulness and depression.
Dealing with Anxiety:
http://www.kprschools.ca/Staff/HealthWellbeing-DealingwithAnxiety.html
Mindfulness and Depression:
http://pagingdrgupta.blogs.cnn.com/2010/12/06/mindfulness-as-good-as-antidepressant-drugs-study-says/

Seasons Greetings,

Mike